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All this pent-up pain, Makes my heart beat harder- Sleep deosn't take it away. Yet they all look at me, As if- I have a smile on my face. This pain makes me weaker, It makes me falter- I'd trip in a way. But that doesn't make the tears flows, Oe make me better. It just means, I'm brinking again- Someone just need to give me a push.

There is so much I wish I could be, But nothing adds up. I could shift from voice to voice, Yet still- I'm ever the same. Hiding behind the shy mask, Of naivety- When I knew all along.

If time slowed down, What would you do? Would you look for her, And say what you couldn't say- Because you could see her reaction? You still can't stand the tears, Or anger- Of the women who made you crub=mble. If you could fix anything, What would it be? Would you go after her that one night, And say that you forgive her- For her faithfulness? When she told you the next day, You weren't enough- Would you beg her back? Just to get hurt again, Without remorse in her eyes. If time stopped, What would you do? Would you act on your desires, Beynd the eyes of pressure?

Nne of them know me, If they did- Why would they send me to my nightmare? None of them know what being alone does to me. It shatters me- Makes me die. The sheer idea of me being alone, It's horrible- Makes me shutter in fear. It kills me, The silence is death. No they don't know me, They don't know my greatest fear. They don't know how much I want it to end, Just stop! Stop, Stop, Stop! I need noise, I need to be able to hear  life- All is lost if not. They don't know me, They don't what scares me to the core- What makes me quiver in fear! But how could they? All they see is a child, The mistake. They don't know what

Now she's broken and beaten, You got what you want. The apathetic, obedient child, The only thing you wanted was a slave. She rather feel nothing, Than pain- So 'blissfully numb.' I'd do anything, To take her away- Before a drop fell. Do you know, How hard it is for her to close her eyes- How your demons plague her. Did you get, That this isn't you daughter talking. Now understand, How bad it is- That she colapsed mid-way.

Hide me, Please take me away from here! Pull me out of thiis house, Liberate me from my hell. You don't know how much it burns, Don't know that I'm dying-From inside out. You don't how I've been abused, Words are like double-edged swords- Slicing through me.

I'm on the brink again, So close that I swear I'll fall. I dare you to push me, I welcome it. You don't know how wrong you are about me, How bad you've been decieved.

Finally, The sky seems to breathe. Leting the bright sun go, Anf letting tears fall. Masking you face with clouds, Only making up for your silence_ With a rainbow.

Why are you so harsh, So cruel- So mean. Why are you so full of malice, Always yelling- Only stopping to show your mask. Everyone enjoys the show, Your with everyone else- So you leave us alone.

Board, Nothing to do- But sit and stare. Trying to listen, But there is nothing to hear.